Medical Check Up

Assalamualaikum^^ how's ya all day?

So straight to the point, this morning i went to hospital for medical check up, for university :) i tot it as simple as before without worry, but the result not as what i expect it to be. The doctor talking about my lung swollen(enlarge larger than the normal lung size) due to "the lung working so hard to tampung my weight". After that statement, i realize that this is a serious things.

the doctor said i need to do the appoinment with pakar kesihatan regarding abt weight to help me to loss weight and stay healthier. Well you guys might be kinda shock now coz im discussing abt serious things. Tbvh, ive a lot of thoughts after i met the doctor today and im seriously felt like yes i shud change for my self, for my health importantly. My appointment is on March nex year, echocardiogram as outpatient for cardiomegaly(read from here http://www.webmd.com/heart-disease/guide/enlarged-heart-causes-symptoms-types).

now its no times to jokes around, i mean i myself need to takes about this seriously... its for myself, I'll start 6 months without rice tmr, May Allah ease everything. This is what the doctors suggest to me to do, she said "Its not that you are not eating rice at all for the whole 6 months, of course there are a cheat day but ur daily life need to be no rice which changed to other carbohydrates food". I hope u guys can help me out regarding this,.. i never try yet ... not eating rice for months. But i hope i can change for my health and its me who can change my health. Thankyou guys for reading this. Lets hope for the best.

"6 months without rice" will be super challenging i hope i can keep it up, For your health swetheart, for your own health.

i just like... taking photos a lot

Hi guys, Assalamualaikum^^ Ahh yea its been quite a super long time lol 

Btw yea i only had like 11 days to go before Degree registration day, ughh im not ready hahahha i do missed uni life tho like friend, classes, assignment, everything coz ive been doing NOTHING hahah over my 3 months of sem breaks lel,. okay lets stop talking abt this ahhaha im truly missed my laptop since ive sent it to shop so thats the reason why im not update anything too ^.^

Okay lets go to the main topic for this post hahah, I really like taking photos a lot, my fav always been a scenery photos but these days i really like taking photos of random ppl ^^ idk how to express how much i love it but i just like it, for photos w ppl inside telling a lot of stories so more photos more stories plus we can learn and appreciate more the values of live... Taking photos ppl smiling will heal your heart, trust me^^ 

okay, some of ya all might didnt know but i am actually a freelance photographer^^ hahahha well i did covered some of kpop events and few jpop event^^ Malaysia event rarely,,... ahhah my bad. I never planned to become one of em, but was like dragged into it with one of my friend hahah for once^^ in 2014 after that i became a freelance photographer at the same site she did until now :) So thruout my journey,.. i have some fav photos out of all photo ive taken and im just going to show some here... p/s: i dun even stan this group but well i want you to see the quality of the photos not the person inside :))

My fav the most is A9 in Malaysia^^

can we turn back time when

good old days

FML 2.0

RIP.

Short Date

Afta 1 year and 2 months finally i met the boys again, my fav youtubers Jrod Twins and Jun Curry Ahn. The event planned was actually only a show at Aloft hotel den on the show's day they announced about m&g, dun really plan to go coz kinda far.. but then one of my friend ask me to go w him so i just said yes and its freaking worth it T______T I didnt get any chance to talk with them the last time i met them, afta that i used to snapchat the boys a lot(mostly Jason) and he added me back on my snapchat. The m&g event is simply meet them, take a group photo and a selfie and ask for their fansign in a short time,,, but not that short we still had bunch of time to talk about each others lol which better than m&g i went before~

Once its my turn, i am happily told them that i am Huda, JrodTwins reaction literally what i expect from em, hahahha basically they knew me thru snapchat so yea, the boys asked me whether i went to the show or not, told them i did and i had fun ^^ Well for jun i'm literally 'forgot' about him lmao... felt bad tho i didnt even see him signing on my purse lmao coz i was busy talking w Jason and Justin <3 well im pretty sure Jun knew i like Jason the most even now LOL. Afta my turn was done, i went beside.. and saw Jun was doing nothing i remembered i want to make a video of him to greet Trah <3 so i asked him so and he did ^^ You know that Jun is freaking awkward w fans lmao HE REALLY ARE, that he makes me dunno what to talk w him.. my head went blank ahhahah so yeap once things done, we just hang out with other fans and just make our way out of the venue., afta like only 15 minutes the boys came out.... and i greet and thank all of them for a bless day, Short date but tbh worth it. Jason saw me and he said "Thankyou. See you soon Hudah" I was actually flustered in a short of time afta i told him my name he remembered it T__T  Then the boys off, the fact they park their car at the same place like us LMAO.

The next day, we went to send the boys off, well obviously i greet all of them^^ finally Jun did speak with me and i managed to talk w him in korean eventho he still replied in english well but he compliment me "Your korean is good" ahhahahhah Jason asked me how long we wait for em... i was like maybe 2 hours... but the facts.... is only like 1hour sumthing lol He was like "OH! COOL! Not bad" i was like wth not bad hahahahhah Seriously i talk gibbersih things a lot freaking idk.. lol   I was like randomly ask Jason "Do you remember me?" He answered "Yes, Hudah" ahhahahah the way he pronounce my name is so funny i cant help but laugh, and i finally ask em about their real age LOL randomly~ and Jun act like a maknae tho.. seriously that awkward kid is really -,- ahhah they kept saying "You guys shud go together with us" ahahahah we was yeap we are going too LMAO How funny is that everytime Justin and Jason saw us again and again they laugh coz they tot were gone ady lol "Justin was like we need to go now, if not we might miss our flight" but then he look at me "but you want us to miss our flight right?" lol hahahhah I recorded videos talk w em but im ugly freaking ugly LOL Justin was like "please make sure to come again when we come next time" i was like of course i will and he said thankyou for sending them off awwww <3 Jason was like "See you soon, I miss You, I love you" lol GO AWAY ahhaha well thats all my short date w boys TEEHEE

FML

what with his casually laughing damn -.- and what with the time... and he literally zzz... afta my freaking zzz watever.

Internship 인턴십

1 month and 15 days of internship pass by, day by day wondering when will i finish the task given by the company. I've been stuck at the same place more than 2 weeks.. sucks but well the truth hurt TT Well of course, once you entered this internship life, you will taste the real pain to be adult. Tbh i'm actually quite excited and hype about going to work, internship life, i've been curious all along haha but now here i am, internship daily life hahahha tbh working is not that bad but i am pretty sure 100% that i am still not ready to enter the working life, i think i dun have enuf knowledge to start working.

From the 1st day of internship, i think i've gain a lot of things, good and bad of course ^^ So for now, i will happily go through all of this till my internship done^^ Lets work hard ^^ Eventho still... more than 2 months to go TT, let work as hard as we can and gain more knowledge to make our internship fruitful and not just make it a waste of time and gain nothing in the end. 

Keep smiling and Alhamdulillah 

Spring Cleaning LOL

Halo guys, so hmm.i read again all my post and decide that i will start deleting some or literally mostly pftt  hahahah since i think some were funny, like omhg why did i even.. LOL ages changed us no doubt. Well since its spring season, eventho in Malaysia rn is literally dry season ahah ^^ so i'm going to clean my blog, by deleting post and change template and sort of da thing. It's been a FREAKING long time since i feel like to change this and that thoo hahah, well kinda bored of my template already^^ so lets begin ^^

Kepoh Journey ^^

it's 11.43pm, just done doing my laundry and just felt like i shud update this blog. What funny is the idea to write this because i juz suddenly feel like lol. So hmm i just wanna share lmao story a bit about my KePOP journey hahaha.


Well almost.. 3 years, ,, ahhah so actually this is all start from when i finally continue study in kl and lmao.. guess what INFINITE  1st tour OGS were held that time. Infinite is one of my fav group that i stan like damn soooooo much haha. so i decided to go(buying the cheapest one), i went and literally... i was still like "AM I DREAMING?!!", it felt like im still watching them thru tv or livestream em thru internet haha. The feels are damn different, even afta concert finished i still couldnt believe myself, "i watch the boys performed live today" plus.. what literally make my day, my least fav member heard me calling his name and react to me like freak NO! hahah. I was like i was playing around why you replied me no no i still wont like you, but that literally make my day.. freaking wonderful memories, idk when will i had a chance like dat again. The concert held at Stadium Negara, stadium negara is literally one of small stadium, u literally can see every single thing eventho u bought the cheapest ticket haha. Btw my seat was at the 1st row haahaha so fullstop hahaha.

The next event was Boys Republic 1st showcase in malaysia, it was held at Bentley Music at damansara, went there coz freaking wan to meet up suwoong at fansign event plus it is my 1st FANSIGN EVENT!! the event itself are damn great hahaha but it was my 1st time stand all the time.. like freaking damn tired so much T_T, then its the fansign session^^ met all of em, all of em are kind damn so much hahah sungjun make weird face when i didnt hi-5 him, felt sorry but well hahah Onejun juz smile when i said "sorry, no touch" lmao then minsu is the type do the fanservice when people asked him to do so, so he saw me said no to sungjun and onejun.. awkwardly mention he look handsome lmao.. wth .... then move to fav boy ahha Suwoong, talk a lot w him until he forgot to ask for hi5 lol, went to sunwoo the last member, im literally called him by his old group nickname "Dabin" lol *literally REALIZE this few months ago!!! neva tot his name in br actually sunwoo not Dabin!!! been call him dabin since br debut's daysss lol*. when i think back ahh thats why dabin look at me cutely like.. "why" ahhaha i dun even tell him i like him or something like dat haha then i figure it because of i called him by his old nickname HAHAHAHA. tbh i juz freaking realize haha

wow.....i didnt kno.. i alrdy wrote this much pftt well... spazzing.. literally ngaha ^^ 

ok the next event if im not wrong is Alphabat 1st and 2nd tour showcase in msia, i did spend money on em just to join their fansign lol hahah, well the best moment is when my bias literally being sweet af towards me i cant TT then same goes to 2nd showcase hahhaha Bought simple bracelet for the boys, and some of em wore it till back to kr i creeyy TT

My journey continue when i won VIP ticket for Eric Nam FYI, the event venue is the farthest i ever go TT but i went coz i won ahhah so literally check my height with him lol, and wth he shoot heart to everyone,,,,, im literally sat on 1st seat 2nd freaking row on the left....Eric nam walk beside me sofreaking time lmao, i was like eric dun come here... but when he act like he freaking sulking he literallt ran towards me..... and also my phone TT was being caught by guards lol all videos... need to be delete... damn no backup TT but well get a solo photo session w him.

The nex event was TOPP DOGG 1st showcase in malaysiaa!! i won the vip ticket on 2nd row.. but well this is when i went "wild" lmao! hahahah went to airport w my friend juz to greet all 12 of em and FREAKING WORTH IT! TT the boysss are damn sweetheart all of em truthfully TT i changed my bias lmao... hansol joob is damn babiess, i look at em like they are my sons lol and taeyang freaking sweetheart nakta TT gohn smile is <3  TT sw glooking damn in real lyfe and he aaaa wth he smile like dat at me before! Atom kept looking at me when i was talking with sw... and when i wanna talk w him... he literally freaking far lol i literally forgot xero name.. like i was like who are you and end up calling him as oppa only!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAA; all of em are d sweetest! <3 <3 finally decided who will i stan damn for hahah. The concert day, didnt have fansign ticket so yeah wait for d boys at outside... and guess what otw out i was playing around w atom and HE FREAKING SAW US lmao and excitedly waving at us in his weird way ofc ahahaha, The boys came out and went straight to their bus, lmao we tot all of em are ready to go but then.. they spent more than 10 minutes looking at us pftt, so ofcourse freaking more interaction, thats when im literally decide that sw is my ult bias pftt. 

Den it was my 1st time going for got7, not a big fan of em... literally went because of my friend haha 

then it was like the start to kept goin to airport lol pftt literally start afta TD. for got7 literally spend overnight for d 1st time, juz hanging out w em ^^ then in the morning rush to the venue... my friend need to do media coverage while me just be there for her, then afta done we rush back to airport for got7 departure lmao.. literally tired af. Also i became close with ahgase fansite masternim ^^ all of em so kind damn so much TT gonna miss em so much T_T

On May Royal Pirates came to msia for their 1st showcase tour held at Kota Kinabalu and KL. The event is under hotlink, which is one of the best organizer ive ever gone... the staff are so freaking kind! so this is the 1st time i start being as a "media", lmao i cant really explain how ive become one, since i just got dragged with my other friend ahah. im actually a damn big fan of RP, one of my fav band in korea, so went to airport for their arrival,... damn theres only like 20 person only so we have a lot of interaction with all the members ^^ well we freaking juz walk together to their van and literally talk to each other like a friend lmao.. What funny is no one even care to screaming at them, all of us was like Hi guys and talk with em hahaha plus no guard... so no fan cause problem ofcourse everything works well. Well for rp i spent almost 3 days straight with them ahha afta airport went to make coverage for private event, then the next day is the showcase day. since i also one of the winner for hotlink contest, i got a chance to seat on vip seat ahhah but since my friend won the main prize i got to sit with her at 2nd row ahhah. At the fansign, 1st member i met is actually Moon, he excitedly said "hey i remember you! yesterday!!" i was just finish said hi to him lol hahah so i was like "omg!! what ahhahah airport or event?" Moon replied "BOTH!" lmao end up replied "omg thankyou so much, i didnt expect u will remmb me tho" i was like damn ur face so arrogant as damn yesterday now u said u remember me hsaajkss. sent em for departure the nex day ^^

literally met bts before my trip with family., they all glooking ... syuga and jimin is smoll smolll, also hoseok saw me lmao.. ahhah i didnt greet any member since the situation.. is kinda.  the fans are kinda rough idk.. seriously... ive been mob by em,.. they are even stronger than ahgase so haha but all fansite are kind <3 <3

nex is literally the craziest thing ive ever done lmao, hahah back to kl literally for Vixx since i won the ticket. finally able to meet them close up, all of em are freaking sweet heart TT tbh jaehwan look kinda tired of em ahhaha my interaction literally more than 6 times, im literally greet all of em and got replied by all of em, watahek leo is literallly zzzzzzzzzzz hahaha hyuk is sleepy af hahah so his face was like lookin for bed haha wonshik is literally diva and hongbin smile will melt you tbh ahha. N come alone so well its morning so no no ahha. The event day, N read my question and freaking answer it lmao. gooddd memories haha

spent my 4 days for High4 as a "media" and also a fan lmao ahha went to airport, all of em are damn shock when they saw us at airport welcome them. around 30-40 fans were there? well i think.  presscon was great tbh haha, at the seremban prima, the fans are damn little so we get a chance to go up take picture with High4 members lol i told yj no touch he literally try so hard not to even touch me lol, hahaha i only join 1 fansign which is on the last day lol save moneyy ahha , yj saw me and smile,, i was like no,, talk 1st then smile lmao //some of my friend said our conversation is long af but the staff juz let me talk w yj since yj didnt let me go pftt// yj remmb about i told him no touch so he didnt even ask for hi5 or stuff lmao glad he love the bday present i got for him lmao myunghan is literally the sweetest ,he read my name and smileeee~~~ he want to grab my hand but i said no im sorry, he said oh its okay lmao then sunggu, im literally juz wave at him haha then talk with alex sure is the best coz he can speak english lol. So went to CP, since i won the ticket, the event is short but fun, Alex cried that day aahhaha for his bday celebration^^

den the last time i went as media is HAHA in malaysia, haha is damn amazing tbh. the event when so well ^^ btw haha is short and cute lol haha. so done lmao ahhahah i wrote some yesterday and some today. its 3:06pm now and im actually at my workplace ehe ^^

ahhahah so whoever feel like reading my entah pa2 post, please do ngaha,

Keep Smiling and Alhamdulillah 

Hey guys 오랜만에

Assalamualaikum, wow its been like a damn long time. I finally decided to write again. Lol its been really busy year..well last year which is 4 days ago~ well tough year many things happened. If i can choose to go to the past or future.. i will 100% said future. I dun want the same thing repeat again... Once is enuf, a good lesson to live in this hard life. But well not all tough there are a bunch of great memories.. Which i cant event count. Well.. i only left with one paper for my last semester for my diploma. Ya Allah, time is sure flies so fast. I already done my fyp and only left with one paper...and will be preparing for my internship. Well its gonna be tough but worth it, its like closer to your dream.. trying to be what you're dreaming bout, which is for me is a programer. InsyaAllah i hope everything will be well. Amin

So how you guys doing? Well everyone must be so busy tryin to fit in and growing adapt yourself with the world and people. Is it tough? If it is dun worry, yall can make it! Trust me you can juz trust your self and go beyond your expectations 

So hmm im still in exam week... hahaha but now im actually watching filipino movie. Gotta admit i am kinda addicted to filipino movie haha, i even rmb most heroes and heroins hahah idk why.. but i juz love their movir because its not that complicated. But well some movies are bad~ haha but its worth to try to spend some times watching it.  So yeah until here only for my latest update. See yall again insyaAllah 

Alhamdulillah and keep smiling.