To Be Honest

Well, its been awhile. Finally my semester 3 all done except for Final Exam T.T. I think this semester is tougher than all semester. Not only for studies but kawan pon dah berubah. Sem 3 je semua dah mula tunjuk belang, sebab benda simple kita kena. Hmm.. tbh i dun really care before this. But this sem i think i  did explode LMAO!

Well hidup kan. so i did get a lesson from this. ikotkan hati malas dah nak contact dia, malas nk cakap, malas semua. sebab rasa dia macam xikhlas pon kawan dengan aq. tbh eventho everything she did to me so hurtful but idk why i still want to b friends with, i wanna talk like before, i wanna act like before.. idk whats wrong with me. but its so hard for me to act the diff way. Eventho she did hurt me badly. i love her as my friend and always did.

yes i am a fools who wanna save our relationship. eventho she hurt me well i dunno why am i like this. Teehee well im an alien from other planet so i act differently. i did dislike her but i cant hate her.
to be honest i get so unhappy when i heard she talk "shieet" bout my other friend. Idk why she hate her so much. I mean whut the hell she did to you to you act this way?? WTH with the nickname.. are you gotta kiddin me?? I tot you will hate me the most lmao Why dun u?? didnt u hate me??

i felt that she hate my other friend bcoz of me. I love both of ya. seriously... my family so far away so in here im always depend on ya guys! even im such a superb annoying person. I'm ssorry Teehee >w< but the way she told other people bout her is juz.. hmm unacceptable but why i still treat her well?? hmmm i felt bad tho.

Thanks for you who teach me about life. Now i know.. there are many things i still didnt know bout life. Thanks for you to teach me how to endure eveything. eventho i did explode and became a jerk for awhile.

Thanks to my other friend. Thankyou so much always be with me when i did cried at restaurant lmao. thanks for always advice me and make me stronger all the way here. Thanks. i love you teehee


so yeah maybe thats all^^ Keep smiling and Alhamdulillah^^